Just Another Great Day

Hello everyone, today is a great day, I woke up with hardly any foot pain from my spur, I didn't feel any pulses or throbs in my foot, there was no limping which is a great thing, my right leg is also feeling alot better that pain is pretty much gone, and right now I'm sitting here listing my item's on Ebay and Bonanzle, money, money, money, money my usual Sunday morning routine, sales were pretty good this week between Ebay and Bonanzle so I really can't complain, and after I get all of the listings done I'm going to go watch my Mets beat up on the Florida Marlins, please, please, please, can't I just get one lousy World Series win this year lol, its been 23 years since 1986, come on guys you can do it, you have a great team eventhough a few of them are injured now, it's so nice outside rightnow I might just go for a walk somewhere with my mp3 player,I have to have my music with me when I do go out or I get stir crazylol, I guess I'm just so used to it after all of these years, well we will see what happpens after the Mets game, I'm also feeling very relaxed and calm for a change, you know life can actually be good to you sometimes, it really can and mine is going great right now, I'm looking foward to more amazing days ahead. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona

Great Day To Get Out

Hello everyone, today was a beautiful day out nice warm and breezy, today my best friend Chris threw a bar-b-que, he picked me up around 12 in the afternoon, we went to get cases of soda and Ice yeah that was fun lol, then we got to his house and there was supposed to be like 15 friends of ours and a teacher there he kept on calling everyone and they would either say yeah we will be there or they would give some lame excuse on why they couldn't come and we had like 5 people there he was upset I knew it but can you blame him there was alot of food ribs, chicken, burgers, cake, chips cookies, but man those ribs were amazing all of the food was great, but you know what it was fun and intimate, we talked for hours and hours about all of our High School antics we used to pull, looked at the old High School yearbook and laughed at everyone that we hated lol, and of course Eddie the jokester would make fun of everyone, but he does it in a way that you know he's not really putting you down, he added my name in every punchline he would say, it was very funny, so basically it was me Rich, Eddie, Maria, Chris and his wife Dawn, it was really a great time and hopefully we get together again really soon, no wback to my Mets game it's not looking good for the Mets today oh well. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona

Easy Does It

Hello everyone, today is a nice warm sunny day, work is nuts lately where still playing catch up there, but I'll be fine, my foot is feeling alot better today, much less pain the cortizone shot works wonders let me tell you, sports players get them when they have bad pain also,I have my foot up alot so I can relax it, I'm trying really hard to accomplish my goals but it's not so easy being that I'm such a laid back person and I can be passive on certain things, but I must admit I am setting out to do what I want to do, and I don't have anyone in my way not my dad no one, it feels really great and I don't feel as stressed as I was a few weeks ago, I'm not yelling at my dad as much lol, he can make you crazy and I'm not kidding either, but I guess most parents drive there children insane lol, and today I seen good old Mr. Fish Lips on the train again yeah you remember him from my earlier blogs he was the guy that threw his vodka bottle across the train cart yeah him lol, well he was actually calm and laughing to himself today and of course why not he sat in front of me just my luck right,and of course he had his bottle of vodka with him and I was like oh no here we go again he's gonna throw it, but no he looked right at me and he saluted me with his bottle lol, I actually thought it was funny so he smiled and got off on the next stop, nothing like a happy drunk lol. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona

Bettering Myself

Hello everyone, it's another cool dreary day out today,I finally went to the doctor this morning, I got the cortizone shot for my foot at 10am and I do feel better a little pain still but it's way better than it was before, the pain will ease up within a few days, thank God for that, but when the doctor gave me the shot it burned like hell, it actually felt like I was on fire for a minute, but like any pain it eventually goes away, within a week or so I'm finally going to go on my diet, it's time now, I think having the heel spurs and my legs hurting me when I'm standing is definetly telling me something, I have it all planned out already on how I'm gonna do my diet and what I'm gonna eat etc things like that, as you can see I write down everything, I've always been that way, I'm not sure if it's an anal thing or because I'm a Virgo, Virgo's like order supposedly lol, I don't know, even my cd's are in order with the groups from the year they game out first, I know it's a little weird, but I don't like things out of place ok lol, I guess everyone has there little quirks about that and that's mine, but I'm taking each day one day at a time trying to accomplish all of the goals I've set out to do that's how I look at it, and I'm pacing myself so I don't land up doing 5 things at one time, because that's how I've always done things, it's my time to better myself. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona

A Job Is A Job

Hello everyone, it's a nice cool day today, work was very hectic today, I thought the day was never gonna end there was so much to bake, I figured it would be being the bakery was closed for 4 days for Memorial Day weekend orders are backed up and the normal things that we bake everyday are a little behind but we will be alright, it's gonna take a good 4-5 days to catch up but it will be done, I'm still hoping I get called for the doorman job, it's such an easy job and the pay is good and you get full benefits. how can you go wrong with that, all you do is stand there open doors and you get tips sounds so great and it's perfect for me, I applied for it a few weeks ago, so I'm hoping for an interview soon, the sooner the better, the hours are crazy at first I might start off with a midnight shift or something but so what, a job is a job and as you go on you will eventually get a permanent position, well today I will be cooking swedish meatballs with egg noodles for dinner for me and my father, it's a pain in the neck making all of those small meatballs, but the end result it tastes so good, I gotta stop eating things like this, because very soon, I will be going on my diet, that's my next big goal it has to be done, it will be tough for the first few weeks but, like anything you get used to it. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona

Memorial Day

Hello everyone, it's such a beautiful Memorial Day today, a few people I know are going to various places in the city to celebrate there loved ones lost or that are at war right now fighting for us, that's really a beautiful thing, I would never join the Army or anything like that, I have nothing against it more power to whoever does, but it's just not for me, I have the utmost respect for any soldier, I even know a few personally myself, and there great people, well my dad isn't driving me to crazy today he seems relaxed for a change, I must at admit he is 67 years old and still works and he stands on his feet 6-8 hours a day, I feel bad for him in a way, I'm sure he wanted more out of his life then he had handed to him, he always says he wants to retire but I don't know I don't see that happening anytime soon, I think he would get stir crazy and constantly walk around and want to do something, or knowing him try to find another job if he leaves the current one he's in now, plus he would drive me more nuts if he did retire, and I'm sorry but I don't want that, he does it now and he works 4 or 5 days a week, but we help each other out, I know I talk bad about him and I'm always yelling at him, but I do love him he is after all my father. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona

The Work Life

Hello everyone, is so warm and sticky out today, I feel pretty good today, my foot spur is easing up as each day goes by, I'm not really doing anything this Memorial Day, just gonna lay back watch 8 days of the 80's on VH1 classic and cook some food for me and the my dad aka the king, I wish I could have a BBQ grill but I have a porch no backyard unfortunately, I'd be BBQuing in the winter lol, tomorrow it's back to the drawing board at work fun as always lol, I have a feeling it's gonna be hectic because of the extra day off we all had, ahh what are you gonna do such is life, and the summer is coming oh joy, it's gonna be hot in that bakery boy let me tell you, yes there is an air conditioner there but once those ovens are on for a few hours and it's like a 90 degree day and humid out forget it, it's sweat city and no I don't sweat on the pasteries that's rather disgusting, I have a towel that protects me so don't worry people all is good lol, in the winter it's beautiful in there nice and warm, I'll admit I complain about my job sometimes, but I've been working with the same guys for 8 years now and they have become good friends of mine, we pretty much know everything about each other and we have alot of laughs what more can you ask for, it pays the bills you know the other thing I love to do pay bills always so fun. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona

Thorn In My Side

Hello everyone, it's warm and humid in Brooklyn today, I am having a rough day today, my father is doing his usual daily annoyance acting like he's disabled or something, you know I cook almost everyday and he was like can you get my pills after I gave him his meal, I'm like are you kidding me get your own damn pills before you sit down and eat, he gives me a look what am I his wife, I'm his damn Son for God sakes, he really needs to do for himself, it's getting to be way out of hand now, I made fresh clams and muscles with linguini and homemade garlic bread today, not only did I cook the meal I even had to clean the damn dishes after that, can't he do the dishes I mean is it just me or am I speaking out of my ass here, ok fine he's 67 years old and yes he's had heart surgery and prostate cancer but still he's fine now can't he just help me out a little ahhhhhhhhhh, of course not why should he, he's been doing the same thing his whole life, he's never going to change, who am I kidding, he is the thorn in my side, and he keeps on twisting and twisting me, and one day I'm afraid there is going to be a big blowup fight between us, and I hate yelling and screaming, I'm a very calm laid back person, that likes his life drama free, can you blame me, there is nothing I can do about it now unless I put him in a retirement home nahhhhh I'm not that mean lol. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona

I Won't Back Down

Hello everyone. it's a nice hot day today in old Brooklyn, I finally got the appointment for the cortizone shot for my foot spur, it's this Wednesday at 10am good I'm glad the pain isn't to bad today, maybe it's finally going away, but it still hurts alot though, but anyway today I'm off from work, so I'm just gonna sit here and relax and list some Bonanzle item's , and hopefully I sell a few, I'm also feeling a little sad today my job is really getting me down, don't get me wrong, I love the guys I work with, I've been with them for 8 years, but I need to do something more, I'm pretty much going nuts looking for a new job and nothing yet, I know it's the economy but I can't settle or give up, I've settled and gave in to much during my life and I just can't sit back anymore and be taken advantage of, it has happened to me to much in my life, I'll admit I'm not the strongest guy in the world, but I have been stepped on alot even buy a few of my family members, I'll never forget when I was in HighSchool one of my friends told me joe you know you can be too nice sometimes and you know what he's was right, I never forgot that, the things that hit you hard the most always stick with you and the quote always has, well it's back to listing my Bonanzle item's need to make some money, well have a great day everyone. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona

An Ode To My Favorite Concept Records

Hello everyone, today is a beautiful warm day in Brooklyn, right now I'm sititng here listening to the new Green Day cd 21st Century Breakdown, it's just as brilliant if not better than American Idiot, basically it's a concept cd about a young couple Christian And Gloria who are trying to cope with the mess George Bush left behind after his Presidency, I remember when I bought American Idiot I couldn't stop listening to it for months I have a feeling this cd is gonna be the same way, some of my favorite cd's are concept albums, such as Queensryche Operation Mindcrime, that cd is one of the top 10 metal records ever made in my opinion Geoff Tate can sing his ass off, and the remastered version of the cd can't be touched it just sounds amazing, Pink Floyd Dark Side Of The Moon And The Wall, the movie The Wall is fantastic and so is the double cd not sure which is my favorite it's tough to say, I love both albums, The Who's Tommy and Quadrophenia, both masterpieces and the movies were great also, David Bowie Ziggy Stardust, David Bowie is a legend he's done pop, rock, alternative and I love it all, Kiss Music From The Elder I absolutely hated the cd when I first got it when I was 16 years old and Kiss is one of my favorite all time bands, but when I first heard it I thought the music was weird and Paul Stanley's falsetto was really high higher then any of there other cd's, but over the years I warmed up to it and now I love it, as you can see those are some of my favorite concept records of all time, I have a huge love affair with music, and I'm not one of those fairweather fans either who likes the bands when there the thing of the moment, I buy every cd from the bands I love, and I own pretty much every cd from each of these artists I have mentioned in this blog, your not gonna find many 32 year olds that are gonna like David Bowie, The Beatles or The Who, I don't really know anyone really except maybe my best friend, well that's just another part of my life, hope you enjoy it. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona

Helping Myself

Hello everyone, it's a beautiful day today, I'm sitting here relaxing watching Saw II, it's my favorite one out of all the Saw movies, the Saw movies series is brilliantly done, it's not a typical horror movie, instead of the guy killing all the kids, the kids kill each other to get out and there's all types of crazy devices that Jigsaw created to torture them pretty much, yes I am a very big horror movie fan, my all time favorite horror movie is Nightmare On Elm Street III Dream Warriors, ahh Freddy Krueger, scary looking but actually can be humorous well until you fall asleep and chases you yeah lol, but anyway, I'm finally going to see the doctor about my foot spur and I'm getting the cortizone shot, this thing is getting worse by the day, it's burning and pulsing more than ever now so it's time to relieve the pain, this is the second one I have had by the way the first one was in my right foot and it wasn't nearly as bad as this one is, and that one went away within a few months, I've heard you can have them up to 2 years, I'm sorry but I refuse to live that long in pain that's just crazy, and tylenol does work for the foot spur but again it's only temporary and of course the pain comes right back again, but I do think I got it from being overweight and standing on my feet at work everyday, so obviously the weight has to come off and that will be my next goal, I will do it. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona

Time To Think Of Me

Hello everyone, what a day today, I've been doing alot of thinking lately, I have to start doing things for myself instead of worrying about other people family, friends, etc, don't get me wrong I will always be there for them if they need me but I need to think of my needs and my future now, I may sound like I'm being selfish but I'm 32 years old now I'm gonna be 33 in August, and I need to get things done, I have to lose weight, get a better job, find a girlfriend and take more time for myself, as soon as all of these things are accomplished I will feel complete and very happy, and believe me I will get them all done, I'm more determined than I have ever been in my life with anything, I don't ask for much, just love, inner peace and happiness is all I really want, and a Mets World Series would be nice too lol, I need to take control of my life, things lately are just getting too out of hand, I'm doing way to many things at one time, I need to step back and take on one thing at a time, instead of doing three things at one time and eventually losing control of them all, I'm feeling really good about things lately, I have a very positive attitude and outlook for my life and future to come. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona

Hawaiian Vacation In My Dreams

Hello everyone, I had a good day today went to the post office sent my ebay and bonanzle item's, then I came home and made cheese cake and brownies that my father requested guess he was in the mood for something sweet, then I finally got to sit down and relax in my bedroom I needed to be alone just to write and think, last night I had a really interesting dream, I was in Hawaii of all places lol with my best friend Chris, we were sitting on the beach looking at all of the beautiful hawaiian women of course, and we were both single but he's married which is also odd, and the best part we were both skinny lol that's even better, and we are both big men, I don't know can this actually be a reality some day who knows, it sure sounds nice I'd love to go there someday, but at least the dream wasn't a nightmare it was actually a very pleasant dream for a change, most of my dreams are all destruction things exploding and tornadoes sucking me up or I'm being chased all fun stuff lol, but I have always wanted to go there, there an Australia, looks like a beautiful country from what I've seen in books and on tv, now I'm gonna go back to watching my late night Mets game there playing the Dodgers in California, hopefully they win tonight. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona

Getting Things Done

Hello everyone, today is a relaxing day for me, I'm sitting here listing on ebay and bonanzle, trying to make a few bucks, that and cooking is very relaxing to me, today I'm making chicken cutlet parmiagan and garlic bread, one of my personal favorites, and of course my foot spur is still killing me and that's not fun at all, I'm going to the doctor this week so I can get the cortizone shot for my foot, I can't take the pain anymore, it's getting to be too much now, and I'm also going to ask him to put me on some sort of diet so I can take off this 100 pounds, I need to break free of this, I feel trapped in my own body, I feel like I'm suffocating, I know it sounds sort of weird but it's true,things need to get done so I can live a better life, I'm tired of breathing heavy when I'm walking up stairs, I'm tired of being told time and time again you need to lose weight you need to lose weight from friends and family, I'm tired of all the stares I get from people like they have never seen an overweight person before, I'm tired of wearing fat people's clothes, I know your supposed to love yourself no matter what, but honestly I really don't and I won't love myself till all of these changes are made. and no one is gonna do it for me but me, I am all alone on this one. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona

Poetry Book Possibility?

Hello everyone, what a nice day today, I'm sitting here debating if I should write a poetry book or not, I have many books of poems I have written since I was 15 years old, I mean there just sitting there collecting dust, I've always liked putting my thoughts about loneliness or anger on paper, I notice I write very differently from when I was a teenager till now at the age of 32, most of my stuff when I was younger was really angry and even suicidal sounding, I sure am a different person from then, I guess as you get older you do mature, I can remember when I was in HighSchool I loved taking the creative writing class I had, there were poetry readings and journals we kept, it was a great fun class, and a great way to express yourself in a positive or even a negative way, of course there were maybe 5 guys in the class, it was mostly girls, I guess girls find it easier to express them selves, that and computer class where the only classes I ever liked in school other than that all I wanted to do when I was in school was go home lol, I was always an emotional guy, I never ever had a problem expressing my thoughts or feelings, I found it to be a release when I expressed myself and it made me feel really good, maybe if Iwrite the poetry book I can make some money on it right,hey at least I'm honest, and it would be a great way to show people in this world what I'm really all about. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona

So Very Tired

Hello everyone, ahhh what a beautiful day today, lately I have been feeling really runned down and tired, I really don't understand what is going on with me, is it because I'm getting older, maybe even a little depressed about my life, I feel like my father, falling asleep in the afternoon nodding off when I come home from work, I feel like a 75 year old man literally, it looks like when you hit your 30's everything seems to catch up to you, I was never a huge sleeper any how maybe 5 hours a night if I'm lucky, that could be the reason why also, I'm fine during the day then between 3 and 4 in the afternoon I get really tired, this has been going on for a few months now, I force myself to stay up because I don't want to fall asleep that early, I know if i fell asleep in the afternoon I would be up for the rest of the night, the only night I stay up laer is saturday nights, I like watching Metal Mania on tv from 1130 to 4AM, other than that I fall asleep around 1130 or so and then I wake up to go to work, the only other time I stay up later if there is a mets game on a 10PM which has been the case the last 2 nights, there playing the San Francisco Giants so those games are 3 hours later because of the time difference in California, usually Mets games start at 7PM, but anyway I hope your enjoying my life and getting something positive out of my blogs. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona

All Fired Up

Hello, everyone, it was a really good day today, the work load was light today, it wasn't busy at all, now I'm home trying to sell my item's as always money is money right, I'm still all fired up about seeing the ghost in my house again last night, it's so amazing to see, I didn't tell anyone about it not my friends or even my famiy, if I did tell then they would either say to me get professional help or just laugh at me, ahh what are you gonna do, the only people that know are the ones that read my blogs, maybe they would understand more than I do, but anyway, today my right leg is killing me, it's been bothering me for about a week now, yeah I'm in really good shape lol a spur in my left foot and the top of my right leg is killing me, I know all of this nonsense is from being overweight and it's finally taking it's toll on me, I know I'm gonna have to lose about 100 pounds whether I like it or not, but being a pastry chef and cooking in my house 5-6 days a week, it can be a little hard, but i know it can be done, I just gotta put my mind to it, and what's funny is when I was 15 years old I lost 100 pounds and I was a thin guy and of course over the years I would eventually put it back on again, and I don't want to die young either that's another thing that worries me, that's how my uncle died he was almost 600 pounds, and was only 54 years old, well anyway, I must take this weight off soon or I just might suffer the same fate as my uncle did. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona

My Angelic Friend

Hello everyone, last night I seen my little angellic friend again for the second time, this time I seen it in my bedroom, I was laying down listening to music, it was about 830 last night, and I turned to left and right by my door I seen a white formation and it slowly turned into a person, I seen the face for a second and it just disappeared in a flash, it's really beautiful whatever it is, it's definetly a women but I don't know what or who it is, I'm not sure if it means anything or maybe it's trying to tell me something, there has to be a reason why I'm seeing this, is it a sign for things to come in my future hopefully it's all good, it doesn't move around or anything, it just stays there and sort of looks at me, but it's not scary at all, it's very peacefull and soothing to look at, you can also see right through it, I wish I had someone to witness this with me, because I know if I explain it to anyone no one will believe me, I always swore up and down if I would ever see a ghost in my house I would probably freak out and faint, but the first time I seen it, I wasn't frightened at all, I was just really shocked and relaxed at the same time, I never thought in a million years I would ever see a ghost in my house, it's pretty cool actually, well at least it's nothing evil which is a wonderfull thing, there will be more adventures coming your way. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona

Major Pain In The Foot

Hello everyone, ahhh what a day, I'm have a major problem with my left food, I have a heel spur, and the pain is getting worse, I had one in my right foot about 2 years ago and it eventually went away, this one is really painfull, it pulsates and burns, plus I stand on it while I'm at work so that's not helping matters either, I think I need to go for a cortizone shot, seems like the only way I can get rid of the pain, I've had it for over a month now, it hurts the most when I get up in the morning and as soon as I put my foot down on the floor I want to scream, it's not a good feeling at all, something has to be done about this, you do eventually build up a tolerance to the pain, but why should I be in constant pain, I guess it's just like anything right, but anyway I'm alone right now just got home from work and my father AKA the crazy man is gone and that makes me want to do the happy dance, I know I'm hard on my father but seriously he's a thorn in my side that will never go away, but you gotta love him anyway, now I'm sitting here listening to one of my eagles cd's drinking soda and trying to sell some item's always fun lol, well everyone hope your enjoying my life talk to you all tomorow. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona

When Will It Ever End ?

Hello everyone, today I feel like I'm a chicken without a head, like I'm running around with no end in site, If it's not working, it's going somewhere, if it's not that it's cooking, cleaning and catering to my father, who by the way said I would never amount to anything yesterday, he got mad at me for no reason at all whatsoever while we were shopping for item's to put on Bonanzle and Ebay, he is such a greedy, selfish, nasty man, he talks about how other people get to sales earlier than everyone else to get the good item's, meanwhile he does the same exact thing himself he's such a hypocrite, and the best part is that he lives with me but I'm the loser, he couldn't live by himself even he tried, he needs someone to hold his hand and bow down to his every need, do my laudry, go get me this go get me that, get my miserable pills, it's such a vicious cycle, will this nonsense ever end, I feel so stuck that I really can't do anything about it, someone please shoot me now, that really looks like the only way I can ever get out of this, the best he goes to me one day, joe if you ever get married I'll come with you, yeah ok dream on pops get a real clue and get a real life while your at it, you not really angry with me, your really angry at your own sad life and how your life panned out, you deserve it anyway, your life is your own doing, life is what you make it, if you just could have been a normal father and man for that instance, things would have been much different, this is my nightmare, this is my hell, that's my rant for the day. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona

Good Finds

Hello everyone, today was a great day for me, I found great item's to sell on bonanzle and ebay, I found Goebel Hummels from the 50's and 60's, there worth a good amount of money and I got them cheap, some jewelry and cut glass pieces, this guy I've known dow the block from me for many years had a house sale of course I got there a half hour earlier than everyone else and got the good stuff hey finders keepers lol, and I got some cd's that I wanted 2 bucks a piece as If I didn't have enough cd's I have over 1,400 in my collection now, I have been collection since I'm 12 years old, I can still remember the first tape I ever bought was Aerosmith Aerosmith, and the first cd's I ever got and I got 3 in one day, Queensryche Empire, Van Halen For Unlawful Carnal Knowledge and Alice In Chains Facelift, I still have those cd's and still listen to them to this day ahhhh memories lol, yeah I was all rocked out when I was 13 14 years old long hair, leather jackets, piercings, I still have my piercings, no more long hair :( lol ahhh what are you gonna do and I still wear my rock "n " roll t-shirts, which I love dearly, now I'm 32 heavier and I still have my hair which is a good thing lol, hope you get a little smile out of this, more adventures to come http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona

The Crazy House

Hello everyone, today was not a good day for me, I feel pretty down. I'm so frustrated with everything, my life, my job, my loneliness, there is nothing worse than feeling alone surrounded by people, it's hard I've been alone for almost 3 years now, my face is all drawn in looking, I know it's because I'm doing 20 things at one time, working, running around, cooking, cleaning, taking care of my dad who by the way can certainly take care of himself he's just lazy and has been momied his whole life, first from my grandmother, than my mother, now it's me. he does nothing but work, that's it that's all he's ever done, am I wrong for thinking that way, am I being selfish, I really don't think so, I actually serve the man his dinner for God sakes, he lives in his own kingdom, I'd like to have his life, and the man can make you crazy if he's home. I really don't want him to retire he's been threatening to, I hope he works until he's 90 lol, really if anyone would come to my house one day you would see what I'm talking about, he's such a slob leaves everything around and expects me to clean it up, I guess it's to hard for him to put his clothes away or get the garbage in the garbage pail. you know if it lands on the floor he will leave it there, yeah this is the man that lives with me, this is not a joke this is all true, well hopefully you get a laugh out of it you have to have a sense of humor living my life. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona

Past, Present And Future

Hello everyone, what a warm rainy day it was today, after I got out of work, I went to the pier near my house, it's so peacefull sitting by the water watching the people fishing and looking at all the boats riding by, I needed alone time, I had to get away from my house, I did alot of thinking about my childhood and the man I am now, and why I'm the person I am today, growing up I had a pretty good childhood I was pretty spoiled got all the latest toys and videogames which I loved, my teen years was my growing up period, I was a pretty bratty teenager I guess most teens are, I would have the typical yelling matches with my mother, the famous " I Hate You" would come out if I didn't get what I wanted or my way, during my HighSchool years, I had alot of friends, I was well liked and popular not that I ever cared about being popular, I had my circle of friends and that was fine with me, and the so called "cool kids" had there own cliques, of course I hated most of the people I knew in highschool anyway because I thought they were all fake and phony, then when I got out of highschool I got my first job working in Key Food I worked in the produce section stocking fruits and vegetables, it was an ok job I had it for a while a pay check is a pay check right, then my second job I worked at Met food doing the maintenace, I hated it and the manager of that place at the time was an idiot, I was there for maybe a month and I was like yeah goodbye lol, then a little while later I landed up going to New York Restaurant School, I was there for a good year, studying to be a pastry chef, and that's what I'm doing to this day, it's a pretty good job has it's perks, and now I want to do something else and I am looking and hopefully I get something else soon. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona

Wishing You Were Here

Hello everyone, today I feel like I have a 100 different emotions running through me, one minute I'm happy one minute I'm sad, it's like I'm Bi-Polar or something, I've been thinking alot about my late Uncle lately, I miss him dearly he passed away several years ago, I was pretty close to him, he was a great man everyone loved him and respected him, I miss all the times we used to play video games together or play scrabble till 3 am or watch mets games, or just sit there and share all of my personal thoughts with him, I even miss his laugh, he was a christian man a church goer and helped the needy with food whenever he was able to, he was sort of a father figure to me, even though I have my own father, I learned alot from him and respected everything he ever said to me, as the years have gone on since his passing, I wish he was still around, I need him more than ever, I just want one more conversation with him just to tell him what is going on with my life now, he has missed out on alot, I'd love to hear his advice again, and his inspirational words of wisdom, well Uncle Ronnie I have always admired you, I miss you and I love you, may you always rest in peace joe. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona

Relaxing And Feeling Good

Hello everyone, today was a great day and was very relaxing for a change, work went well, I actually felt good being at work and I have not felt that way in a long time, I felt good, I feel really good actually, I am now at home cooking like I usually do 5 days a week and I'm getting ready to watch the Mets game, yeah I'm a pretty big Mets fan, I've been watching them since 1985, I have pretty much watched every game, if I'm at work and a game is on I put on the radio I never miss a game, I know it's a little neurotic, the other sport I love to watch is Football ahhh yes the New York Giants, since 1986 I have never missed a game either, I'm not one of those crazy loud beer drinking fans either, I'm very relaxed and just watch the games I love, I need some relaxation in my crazy life, it helps me unwind and helps me forget the worries or troubles in my life, as you can see I'm a very loyal person with everything in my life, I suppose that's a good thing, I've had the same best friend for 18 years now, and the same job for the last 8 years, I just like to make people happy, well everyone back to my ballgame. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona

Dark And Gloomy Day

Hello everyone, it's another dark and rainy day in Brooklyn, but I was really happy to see my niece and sister today, my niece is getting so big such a beautiful little girl, she's 2 years old already I can't believe it, she runs around non stop she's so funny to watch very playfull, as far as I go I'm trying very hard to keep myself from going insane as of right now I'm trying very hard to find a better job and the way the economy is right now who knows when that will happen but I'm always hopefull, I know so many people that have either gotten laid off or have been cut days at work and it's so scary, I know a couple that worked at American Airlines and they recently got bought a house and they both got laid off, how terrible is that, my heart broke for them,I even know someone that belongs to a few job agencies and they don't even have any work for her, the world can be the most beautiful place or the scariest place to live, some people think Earth is Hell and I agree with them it sure can be, I sure hope the economy turns around very soon, there are to many people suffering right now and there is no reason for it at all, but I will be patient through all of this, I'm always hoping for the better. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona

Out Of Reach

Hello everyone, have you ever wanted something so badly that no matter what you do or how hard you try you never get it, whether it's a girl, a job, or maybe even the latest video game, I've been through that a few times in my life especially the last few years, with job's I tried to work with the school system, I signed up to work in the cafeteria maybe 2 years ago I got called for it went through the interview fingerprints and everything and have not got called for the job yet, but I'm still on the list, you can be on the list for 8 to ten years even, I'm still hopefull for it, then there is my romantic life, I don't have one, it seems so hard these days to find your "true love" is there even such a thing, I wonder if people just settle for someone these days, it's not that I'm picky or anything like that, I don't know maybe I need to be more confident as far as women go, or more out going, I think I have a really good personality, my other problem is that I'm also a shy person even at the age of 32, it's not as bad as it used to be but I still am and being this way isn't easy, it tends to hold you back from everything, I'm a big mess, I need help something needs to change in my life, I'm tired of being complacent, the sooner the things start to change the better. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona

Ghosts, Spirits And Aliens

Hello everyone, last night I was watching T.V. it was about 12:30 Am, and I was nodding off and waking up for some reason as I was laying down I looked over to my left and seen this white formation it just kept on building up and getting bigger as soon as I seen the face it went away in a flash, I didn't know who the face was at all, and for some reason I was not frightened, I was actually calm, now here's the thing, I'm not sure if I was dreaming or awake, because when I seen the spirit it was in my house right near my window so I don't know what to think really, that's the first time I've ever seen anything like that in my life, so weird but beautiful at the same time, ever since I could remember I have always been interested in ghosts, spirts, aliens the occult things like that, I've read many books on those subjects, it's just something that facinates me, especially aliens I'm convinced they are real, all the tv shows I've seen and articles I've read on them, they have got to be real, there has to be something else that lives in outerspace besides earth, we can't be the only living things out there, it's just not possible, I know some of you are gonna think I'm crazy when you read this lol but it's true, I'm sure there will be more adventures to come. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona