Chinese Democracy

Hello everyone, it's wednesday afternoon I just got home from work, it's really windy and cool out today, but I refuse to wear a jacket it has to be freezing for me to wear a jacket, I work in hot ovens don't forget, I'm sitting here listening to one of my favorite all time bands Guns "N" Roses, and I thought there last cd Chinese Democracy was brilliant, very different sounding from any other music they have ever done, to me it sounds like Nine Inch Nails meets Elton John, it's got heavy music, it has piano ballads, reggae just about anything you can think of, there is a song on there called better and it has one of my favorite all time quotes on it and here is it.

So bittersweet this tragedy won't ask for absolution this melody inside of me still searches for solution a twist of faith a change of heart cures my infatuation a broken heart provides the spark for my determination. Guns "N" Roses Better.

I just love that quote is says alot to me well thanks for reading and listening. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona

The Chucklehead Can

Hello everyone, it's monday morning and I had a great ebay week this week finally I sold 13 item's that almost half of the 30 item's I list each week so I am happy about that, while I'm blogging I'm sitting here wrapping the packages that have to be sent, I feel really good today my leg pain is 90% gone just a slight ache here and there I can actually walk up the stairs without going up one step at a time lol trust me it wasn't cute, have you ever had one of those days where you feel like there are 500 things coming at you all at once and you feel like it's never gong to end this is one of those days, but it's ok I guess I'm used to that, If I'm not working, I'm cooking and cleaning, or I'm helping my father with something, but I just need to relax and take one thing at a time, and he is the chucklehead man lol, I sure hope sales pick up on bonanzle it's just been God awful the last month or so, I'm used to selling at least 10 a week on there, I don't even think I even sold 10 this month, but hey I will never give up on it, I've sold over 300 item's on there so I am at least very happy about that, things will pick up soon I'm confident that they will. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona

Megadeth Endgame

Hello everyone, it's monday morning and it looks like it's a beautiful day outside looks like a great day for a walk but before I do that I must go to the post office and send my packages and pay my lousy bills, I'm sitting here listening to the new Megadeth cd Endgame, it's pretty amazing one of the best albums they have ever done, it's angry, pissed off and I love it, it's a mixture of rust in peace and countdown to extinction, and the production value of the cd is amazing the drums and guitar sound fantastic and you can actually hear the bass guitar and you usually never do and dave also sounds great his voice hasn't really changed to much over the years some singers voices do some get worse some get better, his to me has gotten better. on Endgame there are solo's and hard hitting drums all over the place, it's metal and thrash at it's finest, people say rust in peace or peace sells are there best cd's and they probably are but this cd can also be argued over too, it's really that good, if your a metal fan or a music fan I highly recommend this cd it's 5 starts all the way, please get it and support metal and Megadeth this cd one day will be a classic and it's right up there with rust in peace and peace sells thanks for listening. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona

Searching For Passion

Hello everyone, it's friday morning at 3.30 AM, there is a nice cool breeze coming through my window it feels so good, I feel burnt out actually, I'm so tired of everything that's going on, I'm still having a rough time finding a new job, the ecomomy just totally sucks, I'm always looking for some sort of work online, no one goes out and does it anymore why bother, it's costs money and it's annoying and hard, I really don't have that pastry chef passion anymore like I once had it can be pretty dull making the same things all of the time, can you blame me, sometimes I'm at the bakery and I just want to shoot myself I mean don't get me wrong it's a good skill to have but it can be boring sometimes the only thing that's entertaining there is the radio lol and it does get you through the day, and the guys are really funny cracking jokes and things like that, were always talking about our lives to each other and what goes on in them, it's sort of like a bar but in a bakery lol, but the search for a new job that I would be passionate about continues and it would be nice if the economy pics up soon I'm sure that will help with my never ending job search, I am happy I did learn to bake I must admit it, I do have a really huge sweet tooth. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona

R Train Happenings

Hello everyone it's thursday afternoon I just got home from work I'm feeling really good today, work was good wasn't bad at all, you know when you ride the R train you see lot's of interesting things, you see all different types of people, tall people, short people, skinny people, big people, you also see the occasional homeless person people fighting and singing groups, I've been taking the train since I'm about 12 years old, and back then taking the trains in the late 80's they were so dirty and graffiti everywhere and they would be shaky and rattle, now today it's definitely a vast improvement, the trains are much cleaner and not much graffiti anymore, sometimes when you watch the people it's rather entertaining to watch people make fools out of themselves sometimes, I really do get a good kick out of people doing stupid things, it's much more entertaining than looking at my father sleep in his chair all day, some people are afraid to ride trains I never understood that anything can happen to you at anytime so that's why I never worry because there is no point, you can't go through your life worrying about everything, if you did then why bother living at all, I know it sounds terrible but it's true. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona

Relief Finally

Hello everyone it's wednesday afternoon nice cool crisp day just how I like it, my right leg is pretty much healed now I have vey little pain, it's not like it was a month ago or 2 months ago, I'm walking much better not limping at all, you see when I'm standing at work the pain never really bothered me it's when I started to walk I really felt it, I know it's not my weight that making my leg hurt because I've been the same weight for many years now, it was falling down the stairs that did it for me and what's funny is when I first fell it didn't really hurt me too much, it was the next day when I woke up I just wanted to scream yeah not fun, it was probably the worst pain I've ever felt in my life and the side of my leg was puffy so I knew I ripped my ligaments, I'd much rather do that than break my knee, within a few days the swelling went down, but the pain sure remained, but I had to deal with it I had no choice, what was I going to do shoot myself and believe me there were many days that I wanted to and not only that I didn't take any medicine for it people thought I was nuts but I just didn't see the point in doing that and for what the pain would just be back in a few hours anyway I get a few hours of relief big deal no thanks http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona

The Holiday's Are Coming

Hello everyone it's monday morning at 615 AM, I'm getting ready to take a shower and wrap packages to bring to the post office, ebay was good to me this week we landed up selling ten items, it's been getting progessively better each week as the summer comes to a close, the weather sure is changing it's only 65 degrees right now it seems like it's fall already, actually the summer wasn't to bad we has to weeks in july where is was 90 degress plus and that was really it, the rest of the summer was 70's and 80's, soon halloween and thanksgiving will be coming and it usually comes really fast then oh yes christmas and new years I'm pretty sure I'll be in long island for christmas and new years it should be great, I really enjoy going there during the holiday's it's really a good time, every new years I watch the honeymooners it's such a great classic show it's right up there with I Love Lucy they just don't make comedy's like that anymore, there ones today are really silly and I just can't get into them at all, and talk shows are really annoying not to particular on any of them really it has to be either and actor or musician I like that's on for me to watch them, well if to the post office I go packages have to be sent and bills have to be paid. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona

Laundromat Laughs

Hello everyone, it's sunday morning around 7.00AM, I'm liking ebay this week so far we have 6 bids and I'm hoping for at least 10, yesterday my sister and niece madison came my niece is hysterical, yesterday we were at the laundromat where my mother works and as usual she was running around being friendly to everyone, but there was one time during the day when she tried to open the washing machine all of the sudden you hear oh man come on lol, everyone started cracking up it was just to funny, then a little later on she decides to run down to the dryers open the door and pulls out somebody else's clothes and after she does it she screams GRANDMA lmao, I guess she thought she was helping, and then the best part of the day she is behind the counter with my mother and for some reason my niece loves to throw cups or soap powder on the floor so she does it and my mother says what the hell and my niece repeats it and says oh what the hell lol, she's really good at repeating people she's just to funny everyone that comes in adores her she is really cute curly hair brown eyes a skinny little thing and she eats like a pig lol she burns it off though she's always running around, but it really was a great relaxing day. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona

Tornado In New York

Hello everyone, it's friday afternoon and it's a really cool windy day today, there was an actual tornado watch this morning, and for new york that is more rare then rare, we actually had a really short one a few years ago and it actually destoyed a few roofs on the buildings around the corner from me, I'll never forget it my dad one day said wow it's really windy and dark outside, and he said this has to be a tornado I was like yeah ok new york never has tornadoes it's not like we are living in Kansas or something lol, and sure enough it came and went it lasted maybe 30 seconds but there was one, and of course mr big shot was gloating all day because he was right, zippity freakin do-da lol you were right about something, our weather is vert typical here, summer it's hot winter it's freezing, spring and fall is either hot and cool, we don't get tornadoes, or hurricanes, hurricanes we have had a few times, I would never want to live down south or anything like that, it's always hot no winters sorry can't deal with that, sometimes our winters can be warm and the climate is changing because we hardly get snow anymore if we do we get like one maybe two big snow storms every winter and sometimes it can be 50 degress here in the winter. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona

Bathroom Chaos

Hello everyone, it's a cool thursday morning and I love this type of weather, last night I slept well, I slept from 11-4 5 straight hours and I didn't wake up once that's a good thing, usually I'm constantly waking up, but as I woke up this morning I heard water dripping in the house I was like what the hell is that coming from so I walked around and I hit the bathroom I was like oh no the whole bathroom was flooded and of course that was my brilliant father who over flowed the toilet bowl yet again, I mean seriously how does one over flow a toilet bowl, how much toilet paper does one person need come on now, he has been doing this for years oh no this is nothing new he does this once maybe twice a year, and who do you think has to clean the lovely mess that's right ladies and gentleman slave joe has to go in there and clean it up and it smells like hell and you have to put down like 10 towels then mop the damn floor, and the towels weigh like 10 pounds each then you have to wash them because if you don't they get that oh so wonderfull mold smell, and when I ask my father who over flowed the toilet bowl he will totally deny it and say it wasn't me, well then who else did it the ghost of christmas past it sure as hell wasn't me he's such a chucklehead. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona

Dragging On

Hello everyone, it's a cool wednesday afternoon, I just got home it was a good easy going day today, I didn't get much sleep last night so I felt like I was dragging all day today, sort of like I was there but I wasn't lol, I slept oh maybe 3 hours last night 5 if good for me not 3, but my music woke me up at 4 am lol I fell asleep with the tv on and Metallica Enter Sandman woke me up yeah I sure was off to never never land lol, so I woke up and said to myself 2 more hours please just 2 more but I couldn't I was like ahhhhhhhhhhhhh this is just going to suck today, I figured a shower was going to wake me up nope I was wrong it relaxed me even more,after I got out of the shower, I slept for another hour or so before I left and I felt a little bit better when I got up, then I said well maybe when I get on the train I can get that last hour in no way lol, I have never been able to sleep in a moving vehicle of any kind lol and I see people doing it all of the time and it just amazes me, how can you fall asleep with people surrounding you and talking and a loud train chugging along, I mean I can fall asleep with noise but not a loud crowded train, it's pretty crazy if you ask me. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona

Labor Day

Hello everyone, it's monday morning and it's Labor Day, it's nice and cool in here I have the windows open no AC for a change lol, well this is the day my uncle ronnie passed away, I still miss him very much and think of him alot, I remember that week really well I went to the hamptons for the week with my best friend and we just hung out and do what we always do eat lol and we went on a fishing boat which was really fun and I knew my uncle was sick with a flu and I didn't think anything of it I though ahhh he will be alright just a flu, but a few days later during the labor day telethon my mom comes in all upset and she said your uncle just had a heart attack and is in the hospital I was shocked and hoping he would make it but within an hour he passed away, my aunt said to him right before he died are you afraid he said no I'm not afraid and that was it, that "flu" probably wasn't a flu at all it was his body telling him it's your time to go and he always told me when I do pass away don't get upset and cry celebrate my life remember me in a postive way and you know what he was right, when people you love pass away why not celebrate them instead of getting upset over it, but that is people's natural reaction to a loved one when they pass on. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona

Bang Your Head

Hello everyone, it's sunday morning 6am yeah I know I'm an early riser and I go to bed late that's just how my body works, well I woke up to 5 bids on ebay which I'm pleased about hopefully I'll have more I'll see what happens in the next few hours, I'm sitting here blaring my mp3 player in my ears at 6am lol, I'm listening to Ozzy Osbourne Diary Of A Madman cd ahhhh yes good wake up in the morning music lol, I am used to listening to music that early all the time anyway, I watch metal mania most saturday nights from 12-4am not last night thought I was dog tired I don't even think I made it to 11 o'clock, I usually have a snack or something when I watch it such as Ice Cream or Soda sometimes both, I used to do that when they had headbangers ball on mtv god forbid they should play metal videos during the day, the new version of headbangers ball is on mtv 2 and it's like 2 hours long, it's ok and I like some of the bands alot but it's just not the same, If I'm in the mood to stay up all night I want something that is going to keep me occupied, ok I know I need a life but there are certain things I love to watch just like everyone else does, I could be doing worse you know. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona

Saturday Morning Cartoons

Hello everyone, well it's saturday and I'm sitting here relaxing watching a Scooby-Doo marathon, I miss all the cartoons from the 80's, He-Man, Gi Joe, Transformers, Voltron, Smurfs and Alvin and the Chipmunks, yes I still like the cartoons there all classics and they don't make cartoons like that anymore, I hate all the cartoons of today there all computerized looking and not drawn and so silly and boring, but I'm glad they have the cartoon network and they play all of the old cartoons but for some reason not He-Man, I'm very suprised they never re-ran it because it was such a huge cartoon back then, they had the figurines and everything oh well, well ebay this week is not looking too good we have had one bid so far this whole week so who knows what will happen there, but there is 12 item's ot of 30 being watched so it might be ok, bonanzle has been so so the last few weeks I've been getting sales here and there it should be picking up with the holiday's coming up soon, hopefully I get at least 10 sales this week I would be very satisfied with that, if not that's ok too there is always next week, well it's back to my Scooby-Doo marathon, I remembering alot of these episodes from when I was a kid. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona

What Happened To My Angelic Friend

Hello everyone, it's thursday around 4am I like waking up early and blogging it's so quiet in the house and so damn stuffy in here I need to put the AC on lol, but yeah I'm sitting here wondering whatever happened to my little angelic friend that I seen two times, call it a ghost or spirit but it was something it's been a while and I wouldn't mind seeing it again, I know alot of people don't believe in ghost or spirits but I always have and I know I wasn't crazy when I seen it both times around the same time 12-1230 in the morning, there has to be a reason why I seen the ghosr those times, I have always been fascinated with ghosts I even love watching ghost hunters eventhough they never catch much of anything they get a voice and maybe a shadow here and there but it's still interesting to watch, I always thought if I would see something like that it would freak me out but it didn't I was suprisingly calm, I guess because it wasn't evil looking now if there was something evil in my house I probably would have screamed like a little school girl lol, but thankfully it was really beautiful and pleasant, well hopefully soon I will see it again and maybe it won't go away so quickly next time. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona

High School Horror

Hello everyone well it's wednesday afteroon a nice cool day out today, work was good today wasn't too much to do, last night I had another freaky dream, I was walking in my old high school, and I seen one of my old teachers Mr Strom, he was my social studies teacher for a few years then as we were talking away the roof of the high school started to crumble and open up and it started to pour now I was on the 4th floor and rain was coming in really fast and flooding everwhere, there were windows breaking everywhere students flying desks and chairs going down the hallway and I was running as fast as I could to get out of there, I made it down the stairs and as I was opening the door I woke up so if I lived of died I'm not sure, why is it whenever you have a bad dream just as something good is about to happen you wake up lol, it happens everytime, and sometimes people say dreams have meanings and maybe mine do maybe my dream means I never finish what I start but that's not true I always finish everything I start or maybe it means I'm going to have a new beginning which would be nice who knows what will happen in the future, I just want to be happy and peacefull that's all I really want, I don't ask for much. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona

Dreams Of Destruction

Hello everyone, it's a cool tuesday morning around 4am, I had a really weird dream last night, me and my best friend were taking the bus going to the mall of all places and what's funny about that is we have not taken a bus to a mall in years we drive there now but anyway as we got off the bus to walk into the mall a huge plane crashed into the mall and we both went holy shit and ran back to his car and drove away, then as we were driving back home another plane crashed into the water to the left of us, it was like a scene out of a movie you couldn't believe what was happening, then I just woke up in a sweat and I was just like wow, what funny is I really don't think about destructive things like that, but alot of my dreams are like that for some reason maybe I had 9/11 on my mind, I'm generally a really calm person maybe these dreams are telling me something who knows, maybe a change is what I need instead of the same old life I live everyday, I must admit my life does get pretty boring sometimes, I work come home cook and clean and I really never have any fun honestly, my fun is watching mets games and listening to music lol, I love those things but I need some sort of a change. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona