Sleepless Night

Hello everyone, what a night I had last night I couldn't sleep If I tried not that I'm a big sleeper I sleep maybe 5 hours a night if I'm lucky, I tossed and turned and nothing, maybe it's because I've got so much on my mind, my job, my crazy father that I take care of annoying me every five seconds, get my pills, get me a drink, where's my dinner, my future and where I stand in this world, I feel like everything is piling up at me all in one shot, I don't know anymore, I just don't know, the only thing that keeps me sane and calm is my music, right now I have my Prince cd collection in front of me and I enjoy every second of his music, he is a true artist in every sense of the word, I'm actually suprised I didn't get an anxiety attack last night, I have not had one in years but I used to get them really severely, the first one I ever got I was in math class in Highschool sophmore year, all of the sudden my heart was pounding and I was sweating I had no idea what was going on, and the last anxiety attack I ever had was back in 2000 and that of course was the worst one, I was just laying down on my bed and all of the sudden my heart was pounding out of my chest, I actually thought I was gonna die, I came out and my mother was like you ok you ok I was pale white as a ghost, but I calmed myself down and that was the end of it, anytime I had an anxiety attack I always put on soft music to relax, and it was always Stevie Nicks, she's my all time favorite female singer, her voice and music always relaxed me, her voice is very unique I love it, her music and Fleetwood Mac's music is amazing, just another part of my life, there will be more to come. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona