Floating Through Life

Hello everyone, today Is one of those weird days for me, I feel numb not happy not sad, it's like I'm not feeling anything sort of like I'm floating through life, I've been through this before it's like I don't have a reaction to anything, like if you told me I won a million dollars most people would either faint or scream I would be like ok no big deal I know it's weird, example one day years ago my mothers best friends daughter was at the house and she just got engaged and I've known this girl since I was about 6 years old, and she was all excited my mother was all excited and when she came up to me and said look at my ring joe I was like it's nice, I said nothing else and walked in my bedroom, of course after she left my mom yelled at me like I was a five year old and said that was rude why did you leave, and I said well cause I really don't care, it's not like she was my best friend or anything we never even hung out I just have known her for years, I always thought she was sort of a phony anyhow, and of course everyone thought I was jealous that's not the case at all, I just didn't care.http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona