The Crazy House

Hello everyone, today was not a good day for me, I feel pretty down. I'm so frustrated with everything, my life, my job, my loneliness, there is nothing worse than feeling alone surrounded by people, it's hard I've been alone for almost 3 years now, my face is all drawn in looking, I know it's because I'm doing 20 things at one time, working, running around, cooking, cleaning, taking care of my dad who by the way can certainly take care of himself he's just lazy and has been momied his whole life, first from my grandmother, than my mother, now it's me. he does nothing but work, that's it that's all he's ever done, am I wrong for thinking that way, am I being selfish, I really don't think so, I actually serve the man his dinner for God sakes, he lives in his own kingdom, I'd like to have his life, and the man can make you crazy if he's home. I really don't want him to retire he's been threatening to, I hope he works until he's 90 lol, really if anyone would come to my house one day you would see what I'm talking about, he's such a slob leaves everything around and expects me to clean it up, I guess it's to hard for him to put his clothes away or get the garbage in the garbage pail. you know if it lands on the floor he will leave it there, yeah this is the man that lives with me, this is not a joke this is all true, well hopefully you get a laugh out of it you have to have a sense of humor living my life. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona