Getting Things Done

Hello everyone, today is a relaxing day for me, I'm sitting here listing on ebay and bonanzle, trying to make a few bucks, that and cooking is very relaxing to me, today I'm making chicken cutlet parmiagan and garlic bread, one of my personal favorites, and of course my foot spur is still killing me and that's not fun at all, I'm going to the doctor this week so I can get the cortizone shot for my foot, I can't take the pain anymore, it's getting to be too much now, and I'm also going to ask him to put me on some sort of diet so I can take off this 100 pounds, I need to break free of this, I feel trapped in my own body, I feel like I'm suffocating, I know it sounds sort of weird but it's true,things need to get done so I can live a better life, I'm tired of breathing heavy when I'm walking up stairs, I'm tired of being told time and time again you need to lose weight you need to lose weight from friends and family, I'm tired of all the stares I get from people like they have never seen an overweight person before, I'm tired of wearing fat people's clothes, I know your supposed to love yourself no matter what, but honestly I really don't and I won't love myself till all of these changes are made. and no one is gonna do it for me but me, I am all alone on this one. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona