When Will It Ever End ?

Hello everyone, today I feel like I'm a chicken without a head, like I'm running around with no end in site, If it's not working, it's going somewhere, if it's not that it's cooking, cleaning and catering to my father, who by the way said I would never amount to anything yesterday, he got mad at me for no reason at all whatsoever while we were shopping for item's to put on Bonanzle and Ebay, he is such a greedy, selfish, nasty man, he talks about how other people get to sales earlier than everyone else to get the good item's, meanwhile he does the same exact thing himself he's such a hypocrite, and the best part is that he lives with me but I'm the loser, he couldn't live by himself even he tried, he needs someone to hold his hand and bow down to his every need, do my laudry, go get me this go get me that, get my miserable pills, it's such a vicious cycle, will this nonsense ever end, I feel so stuck that I really can't do anything about it, someone please shoot me now, that really looks like the only way I can ever get out of this, the best he goes to me one day, joe if you ever get married I'll come with you, yeah ok dream on pops get a real clue and get a real life while your at it, you not really angry with me, your really angry at your own sad life and how your life panned out, you deserve it anyway, your life is your own doing, life is what you make it, if you just could have been a normal father and man for that instance, things would have been much different, this is my nightmare, this is my hell, that's my rant for the day. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona