Depressed And Helpless

Hello everyone, I'm not having a good day today, I'm very depressed, I had an argument with someone last night I love dearly and this person is making false accusations putting me down and overreacting to something this person thinks I'm doing, but I'm not at all not even close, I feel helpless no matter what I say or do or how hard I try to convince this person it just doesn't seem to work, I don't get it I just don't, I've never been so insulted in my life honestly, it's hurting me and hurting me deeply, it's very very tough on me and that's because I'm very emotional and I always have been, is there no trust anymore in people I don't understand it, what the hell is going on, this is just a really strange feeling for me, all I want to do is hide in my room and stay in there forever, life can sure be cruel and so can people, and what kills me the most is that anyone who knows me I'm very brutally honest and have always been that way, I say what's on my mind and have never had a problem doing it no matter what the consequences may be, this just totally sucks and I'm heart broken over it and sick to my stomach, well I'm just gonna sit here try to calm down and relax, I have not been sleeping much lately so I'm just going to watch tv for a while and cook in a little bit. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona