Must Keep Pushing

Hello everyone, it's a nice cool day today, I'm feeling so so, maybe even a little down, I'm still trying really hard to get another job, it's alot tougher than I thought it would be, plus the ecomomy the way it is now who knows when I find a new one, but I'll be patient and try hard to stay positive, I'm sure I will find something eventually, as long as I don't give up and I don't plan on doing that anytime soon, something has to give you know, but you do get to a point sometimes when you want to give up though that's the truth, you keep pushing and pushing ahead, but how much can one person take till they finally say screw it I'm done I'm giving up, I must admit lately it's been getting to that point, it's just so frustrating and it's so hard, does life always have to be this hard, I just can't seem to catch a break no matter how hard I try, and I'm so tired of it all honestly it's nothing but a big struggle, there is nothing else I can really do but keep on going, I have no choice, and my father has been easing off on me he knows I do 500 things for him all the time which is good, he not calling my name every five seconds, he's not being an annoying pest like he usually is, he's backing off and that's what I need right now I need to be left alone sometimes. well my friends back to my Mets Vs the Baltimore Orioles there losing 4-2 right now, hopefully they pull it out. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona