Alone Like Always

Hello everyone, it is so hot and muggy right now I want to scream yeah it's one of those day's, work has eased up a bit this week, it was hectic last week because of the Memorial Day weekend but all is good now, I'm feeling really lonely today, it's really sucks not having a girlfriend in my life, I think I would be a really good boyfriend if I was given the chance, but fear of rejection because I've always battled with my looks and my weight hold me back, weight can be solved the looks thing cannot, I was born this way what can I tell you, I just always hated the way I looked, I know it sounds terrible but it's so true and of course girls tell me your nice looking or cute things like that and I sort of smile and say thank you but of course deep down inside I never agree, but are these girls saying that to me because they feel bad for me or is it because they actually mean it, but then again everyone has there own tastes in the opposite sex, I like dark haired curvy women with actual bodies not model thin which I'm sorry I think it's nasty to look at they look like they need a meal lol, I love the latin women I have dated them the most in my life, I don't know why I'm just so attracted to them my sister is even married to a spanish guy, I don't know maybe it runs in my family or something, but it's not just latin women, I just date who I like if there latin, white, purple, green or whatever it doesn't really matter, as long as there nice to me that's all I really ask. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona