Thursday, June 25, 2009
I'm In Misery
Hello everyone, It's a miracle no rain in the city for a change lol, I'm still feeling crappy, I'm just sort of out of place, I'm really missing someone very much right now, and I hope this person realizes I only speak the truth, I have no reason to lie it's just not in my nature to be that way, I'm usually this happy go lucky sort of guy but these last few days I've been an absolute wreck, not good for me at all, it's pretty awful when someone you love doesn't side with you or thinks your a liar, I mean I'm not St. Joseph or anything like that everyone has lied in there life, but I wouldn't lie about something like this no way you would have to put a gun to my head before I do, and then again a gun might not even work, so I'm planning on talking to this person tonight and get things resolved between us I refuse to back down when I know I didn't do anything wrong why should I, I'm not going to give up until I prove I'm not a liar, I don't like to let things linger and the sooner this gets solved the better we will both be, if I let it drag on things will just get worse, well it's time to stop being miserable and time to be happy again, I refuse to be sad another day when there is no reason too, well back to the Mets game there looking good this week even with half there team out lol. http://www.bonanzle.com/booths/CharlesSagona
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Hey Joseph,
ReplyDeleteSounds like you're having a tough go of it. You might have mild depression and anxiety (the sleeplesness). I've had plenty of irrational "conversations" with my ex until I realized that the irrational part of it wasn't me (hence the ex). Having depression and anxiety, though, can really mess up your ability to see things straight.
I don't know if you can get it in NY, but a wonderful OTC herbal medication I found was 5HTP (extracted from an African plant). It's a a sort of anti-depressant (Tryptophan-based) but without horrible side-effects of SSRIs or MAOIs(you can just stop taking it). It makes you naturally tired when it's time for bed and you get quality sleep -- the catalyst for improving every other facet of life.
All the best and hope you feel better!
Hey Joseph,
ReplyDeleteIf you know that some accusation is not true then just state it to the person and go on with your life. It is not worth loosing sleep or having anxiety over. You know the truth and that is all you need to be concerned about. Hold your head up and go on.
Regards